Title: the dreamer

Gender: Female

Age: 21

Sun Sign: Sagittarius

Chinese Sign: Fire Rabbit

I think I have a lot of preconcieved notions about who I am, infact, theyre not even notions about who I am, but of who I want to be. Its really quite a vicious circle to be caught in though, especially when who I want to be is in complete disagreement with who I actually am. Theres this constant feeling of isolation, and fear of rejection-its like being plastered into this general state of anxiety. I mean eventually I figure it out, and its satisfying, and everythings okay…for a while. Then one day, something happens or somebody says something or I just wake up and its like I never figured it out at all. Thats really why I never do the about me sections;) everyday its something new. However, regardless of all these ups and downs, what I have figured out is that essentially I am the composite of five things, five “constants” that make me- one is my belief in the big G, God and his son J.C, 2nd is my firm belief that LOVE, is in essence- the key-aha :), 3rd is my belief in respect- big word, it affects and influences EVERYTHING, 4th is my belief in thinking BIG- yeah BIG-BIG-BIG then 4th… well 4th are my 4 secrets- namis 4 secrets:)
Who am I ethnically? Japanese dad- ugandan mum. What do I consider myself? Kenyan as a formality/ world citizen conceptually!!
You know what… i think that pretty much covers it all :D
oh and one more thing- im a passive optimist- happy and passive!- yeah Im one of those confrontation avoiders :)

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